Saturday, November 13, 2010

141110

Chatted with a DJ teacher, James Tan, his fav dj is Mark Knight. It's 500 bucks for 8 sessions, 300 bucks cheaper.

http://www.dancenmusic.com.sg/HOME.html.

Heard of the scol. Not sure abt the teacher. The teacher's resume is not impressive compare with others, but I know nuts right? My first class would be next Thurs, so see how.

Guys. Sigh. Never ever trust any guys. Not the doc, not the dj, not the boxer. Nobody. Stick to the only one that really loves me. Anyway I've decided to target on other more meaningful and fun!

1. DJ, of which starts next Thurs. Hope its good.

2. Learn blood taking. Gonna be serious about this. If I'm changing my job soon i need to know how to take blood fluently.

3. Rock climbing, bungee jumping, sky diving, sea diving, snorkelling, pole dancing, flying a helicopter. The list is just endless.

Later.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

071110

Anout the DJ course, I'm still broke. And I just spent 300 bucks on highlights my hair :(. Where is my self control. Gonna wait couple more mths sigh.

The doc miss me! He msg me just now, and asked me hows the date with the boxer. Worried I guess. Haha I'm tryin out a new strategy. So gotta see how it goes. He wont be back til next week. Duh.

The boxer miss me too! Coz that's what he said !Haha. Don't really like him anyway, cocky, and overconfident, thinks he can get whatever he wants. Yawn. So not much focus on him unless I'm really bored.

Bf wise. Well didn't go well today. Hmm if he really doesnt do anythg soon I might go for the original plan, which is breakup. So gotta see if he really wants me. Else he's just a coward, too many words but not enough actions.

Talk again soon

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

021110

Went out with the boxer last nite. Hmm not a good one though, cute but that's it. Think now it's time to back to old bf for a while.At least bf is willing to reply my texts, and willing to make a change, and understandable compare with so many other guys!

I should be lucky I guess. A good potential hubby. Sometimes I really wanna break up with him, most times I wanna stay with him, get married and have babies with him. Hmmm.

I really hate when ppl says gals cant be good at smtg. I'm gonna be the straightest sexiest DJ! God I'm so tired. talk soon.

And oh the doc wont be here til next week. can see that he really misses me, but he stil chose to be his gf. Hmmm weird. I don't get it. Anyway nite

Sunday, October 31, 2010

311010

Work on sunday is really dragging, but did it for the money. At least got 100 bucks. The event was ok. God I cant stand the manager kept flirting with those young gals. Kinda make me sick. Not gonna really hang out w him anymore.

Hmm kinda miss the doc, but I know I shouldn't miss him, coz it's impossible btw us. Gah, gals' emotions are like that, gotta toughen up! Ok no more texting him, unless he text me. Gah cant stand myself.

And no more texting ex. No more texting any of them. Bleh.

And whatever he wants to do, just let him do. It's his life, and as long as he's happy, and no matter how unrealistic that sounds like. I'm not going to live/involve in his life anymore. I got my own life to live. You're not a part of my life, you're just a bonus.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Guys

I found out that most guys are ... emotionless. Well from many that I met. But i realised this technique works. You stalk them alot (chat/text), then suddenly one day you don't text them, they would miss you. Haha. Like today. I didn'ttext the doc at all, and at 6pm, he texted me. Lol

And the germany guy friend tha I've not contacted for more than 2 months now, guess what? He's 30, now in a relationship with an 18 years old phillipines gal. Like WTF. And he claims that he loves her. LOL. I don't think they're gonna last.

There's a boxer, good looking, just a little bit too muscular for my likings. He asked me out. Well gonna hang out with him as frens. so see how. Maybe next week.

Friday, October 29, 2010

My favourite DJ

Besides DJ Kantaro (only a version of music that I like, others I don't get at all). But this one i get what the scratching is for now :). DJ Octo. I know I suck coz I know nuts about music.

Work. Had a bad day at work. Im tired of these bullshit. Need to apply for my PR this end of year. Time for a new job.

Life. Gotta cut the connection with the doc. He is like emotionless. No feelings in his eyes. I don't know. Maybe most guys are like that? Anyway way to do it is focus more on work, keep the mobile in the bag, when night comes i may need to focus more on my music. Gah I feel so demotivated ody.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

24102010

I asked few of my DJ frens, apparently Mac book (apple brand), maybe S$1500. is what they're using to DJ. Pioneer brand for the DJ equitment (maybe S$2500). So all together is 4 k. Yay! You can do it!

Sim Lim Square -
1 Rochor Canal Road
Sim Lim Square

1. Technics - Stanton dealer in Gnd Floor - www.hinhuat.com.sg
2. Pioneer Dealer in 2nd Flr
3. Numark/Ecler dealer in 3rd Flr

Singapore Records, on Singapore Street.

Anyway I've thought of the perfect time to start my course. Only when I have enough 4 k in my back, then when I start my course and decided that I like it, I will go buy the equitments straight away as I got enough cash in my bank :). That would be 2 months later lol still ok. Not too bad.

Relatiohsip wise, it has gone better. He spent more time chatting with me today. And seen his latest pic, his muscles are just such a turn on! K talk next time.


Ps: Tommy uses macbook, midi controller and in house mixer. program called traktor. God knows what the heck are they urgh!

But he is the one who inspired me to do this, just not I chatted with him, these are the conversation:

Me: cool thanks

Him: gonna be a dj?

Me: haha dont think i can
know nuts abt music

Him: hahaha
im sure u could do it
many djs are rubbish
so u can do better then them for sure

Me: you think so? haha wow sounds very comforting haha

Haha sounds really comforting after he said that haha. Not sure if he's being sarcastic or anything but I don't really care :D

Friday, October 22, 2010

22102010

Boring days lately. Urgh. The doc is not free til Nov. The dj is fukin some other gals in bkk. Relationship took a big step down. God I need more frens.

Well good news is that my pay just in, and at least I got 2300 in bank acct and just took out 600 bucks from pay just for the DJ course. left 700 in my bank acct, 100 bucks for online shopping, 300 for rental and mum. and only left 300 for my daily use til next mth. This week community day hopefully can get extra 200 for the next month. i think i still need another 2 k, which would take maybe 2 mths to get it, 1 k each mth.

Tips to save more money:

* Less taxis.

* no more callings to aus.

* bring food to work. Eat eggs for breakfast

* should take out the money for whole mth expenses so that i know.

Transport: S$20 each week, so 80 bucks a mth.

hp bill : 18 bucks 2 weeks, so it's 36 bucks a mth (will try to make it 18 bucks a mth)

food: 10 bucks a day, so its 300 bucks.

so I hope 500 bucks a mth is enough. I stil owe my sis alot of money urgh.

Regarding the DJ course, planning to take maybe a mth later, gonna save enough money first.

Anyway, now we're trying to save our relationship. Not sure if it's working. see first. I still think he's goin to join the army. Oh well

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Things in my mind that I wanna do besides DJ

1. DJ.

2. Pool.

3. Sign language

4. Backpack alone.

5. Gym

19102010

Took mc today. Slept til 3 pm. went to cut off the insurance thingy in bank coz couldn't afford the 10 bucks cut each month. I know. And increase my savings from 300 to 500 as I need to save up for DJ equitment. Maybe 5 months is enough.

Then went to the clinic. Coincidencely met some colleagues that should'nt supposed to meet, went to dinner and pool with them. Talked. Gossiped. Smoked 2 cigarretes. Maybe 3. I was pretty good at pool I realised :). Beat the guy once. Just need more practice. I guess.

Pool game is very important for guys. So is DJ. And guys always look down on gals. I wanna be good in these 2 games. That's my new target. To show the world that gals can be as good as guys. Once a week is good? Practice makes perfect eh?

Updates about the DJ plan. Still thinking of when to start. Should I read/study abit first, or go straight to classes? Have been watching some videos. Have better idea on what DJ really is. Echo, scratching. Only know those two. Gonna email back the lady, maybe gonna start the class next month. Will put at least 600 bucks a side. still owe sis alot of money. So my pay is going to be in 3 days. 1800 - 200 (mum) - 150 (rental) - 10 (NTUC) - 500 (saving) - 700 (course) = 450 for daily use. Gonna stop shopping and bring homecook meals.

Good that each day now is different. Could be boring, but at least different. Now I'm a Yes man, and truth is I'm having fun :). Last nite i said ok to the invitation to dinner at french frens' house. It was kinda boring, but it's new stuff :)

Still wish to be single. March it is. I'm gonna be freee! Do love him. But can't stand the long distance any longer. Hope he won't get too upset. Think the army is going to distract him. Relationship is a stupid thing, think he should be realised it by now lol. I am sad, but I need the freedom more now.

Tomorrow's plan:

* Email back the lady/ think again. Get ready 2 more months of money first before start.

* Watch out my diet.

* Have 2 eggs for breakie.

* Learn more about DJ.

* Clean the room more.

Cant think anymore. NIght

Sunday, October 17, 2010

My journey to become a female DJ

I'm T. (fake name by the way)

I'm restless.

I'm in early 20s.

I'm addicted to facebook. (who doesn't?)

I wish to be single.

It's Sunday and for the first time in a long time, I stayed at home. This online diary is for me to learn to be a dj, a good one, and plans towards my goal. I'm giving myself one year to practice, and my ultimate goal for now is to DJ in a cool club, in a sexy dress :).

I know nuts about music. Really. I'm not sure if I can do this. Practice makes perfect eh?

Steps:

FIRST STEP for now is to enrol to a DJ school. I ody found the school I like, and I have just emailed the incharge. It's 2 hour session (16 hours), basic, one/two days a week, night, flexible, 600 dollars, private one-to-one. If possible, I wish to start next month.

SECOND STEP : Put 600 to a side and don't touch it. So when my pay comes in 5 days time, 1.8-0.3-0.2-0.6-0.2= 0.5 (left for life expenses). So basically no much shopping from now on.

THIRD PLAN: buy an apple/mac laptop, and dj equipments for practice. Budget would be 5 k at least argh. So basically I would need to save 600 a mth for 8 fukin months! Wth how to practice like that? *Sniff sniff* Wait i got 1 k saving, so i will need 6 mths to get it.